2.36 a.m.

I’m upset with the fact that I’m leaving Kuching. I’m upset because I have to leave my mum. Fuck those people who tell me I’m immature because of this. I dislike the look on my mother’s face everytime I have to leave.

She’s going to be all alone here in Kuching. Other people have like their dads accompanying their mothers. Mine doesn’t. Don’t even try to compare your bloody problem with mine.

I feel bad that she sacrifices so much so that I can live an easy life in KL. Fuck, it breaks my heart. I don’t want to leave.